sometimes, things start off great and end up like shit

i look back just a few months ago and i see how completely different everything is. how everyone got along and now they don't even associate with each other. how we use to hangout everyday then in a matter of minutes everything came crashing down because of a stupid decision. it just shows how much you need to appreciate what you have when you have it. it shows how much you miss something once its gone. and it most definitely shows how everything can go wrong just when you thought you had everything planned out.

yet another great day!

went the auburn mall today, saw marta at forever 21. my buddy thanh who works there let me go on a spree and i paid like 15 for a whole bunch of stuff. oh yea, there was a creeper who asked me and my cousin to go to springfield with him. sketchy much? best weekend ever.

OPERATION S.O.J.L. is in full effect.

I totally beasted in band! 100%, i didn't even know mrs. smith gave those out! im totally shitting on your life. todays such a great day, i got my braces off too!

randommm.

here's 25 random facts about me:
1. the only reason I'm doing this is because i don't wanna do my AP euro work.
2. I'm wickked behind in AP.
3. i usually procrastinate at everything and eat, listen to music, or nap instead. which ends up coming around and biting me in the ass.
4. i don't know where i wanna head towards in life, and i think people who already have everything planned out are extremely weird. i cant even decide what i want to wear in the morning.
5. i have an extremely short attention span. if you have to say something that takes more than 2 minutes, i probably won't be listening.
6. i've always wanted to become a vegetarian, but i've never had the guts to give up meat. but its definitely something I'll try to pursue later in life.
7. me and my brother actually get along. i don't understand how people always complain about how they always fight with their siblings.
8. i absolutely hate school. i cannot stand the people there, and the pointless busy work that comes along with it.
9. i sing and dance while in the car and i think its hilarious when people stare at me like i'm crazy.
10. i have the biggest fear of snakes. even the mention of the word snake makes me wanna cry.
11. i am very obsessive compulsive about many things, including the hooks on pens, the number of pillow and placement of pillows on a bed, food not touching, and lots of other things.
12. i am never purposely mean to anyone, unless i don't like them. when i don't like a person i make it pretty obvious.
13. i am completely infatuated with animal prints.
14. if i fall asleep with socks on, i end up kicking them off. there's a whole bunch of socks under my covers and under my bed.
15. i love love love reality shows.
16. i think UFC is absolutely hilarious.
17. i never give out or believe in second chances. if you fuck up, you're dead to me.
18. i CANNOT stand ed hardy. i think its disgusting, seriously go and get the tattoo, it'll cost less.
19. i am actually smarter than people think i am. i just have a lot of moments where i am out of it.
20. my parents let my brother name me, and of course like every other 4 year old of the 90's he was a fan of the power rangers, and i was named after the pink one.
21. i love love love the color purple.
22. i find the tyra show very informative and i actually have it tivo-ed, then again every show i like is tivo-ed.
23. i have the tendency to swear a lot. but I've been told i make it sound cute.
24. pepperoni hot pockets are my life.
25. i spend a lot on purses and wallets, but don't spend that much on clothes, except NORTH FACE.

p.s.- i gave up on doing AP work while doing this.

:)

todaay was great.
2 days till i get my braces off nigguh!

gaygaygay.

i fuckking hate people who always have to have everything revolve around them. friday was bullshit. waay to fuckking get jealous. your time to shine was LAST week. dumb bitch.

i owe you one.

"Chaos all around
Explosions and fire
You took me off the ground
And lifted me higher.
When trouble knew my name
That was before you
Now I'll never be the same
Now that I know you.
For the love you bring
Owe you everything
For the breath you give
You're my cause to live
For the love you bring
Owe you everything
For the breath you give
You're my cause to live,
For everything under the sun
I owe you one."
-Lights

Best song ever.
I'm in desperate needs of a G.B.F.
If only D.fuckkingC. was gay.

ugh.

i hate my house.
i miss my brother.
i wish i could just leave.

gross.

im back to school. its okay i guess. none of the teachers seem like dickheads except smith. ahahah. what bothers me the most is that almost everyone is wearing ed hardy. like are you kidding me. that stuff is gross. why would you want a tattoo of some random animal and some random tattoo artist's name plastered across your chest. can we say, TACKY. and plus ed hardy is waaaay overpriced. 100+ for a t-shirt? PUH-LEESE! you can probably actually GET the tattoo for less. i also cannot stand the weird tye-dye shirts people are wearing. like seriously you look like you just got bleach thrown on you. grossgrossgross. people are DUMBSHITTS!