where a kid can be a kid!

i went to chuck-e-cheese for victoria's birthday. it was awesome. i loved the rolercoaster stimulator. me and victoria were screaming on the thing. the boy that worked there kept staring at me, and i realized that i probs partied with him before. it bothered me that he kept staring but he wouldn't say hi. we looked ridiculous doing the train thing around the whole place. brenda's dad was awesome and took 495794957 pics of me! it was wickked fun hanging out with everyone. i realized that i wanna work there.

i probs failed english on the interm. my parents are gunna freaakkkk. he gave us soo much work to do in such a short time period. i can't wait to graduate. just 3 more years. for now im gunna try to stop slacking and get on topp!

im starting to think that i won't get what i want. i have extremely high expectations and i cannot get myself into the situations that i wanna be in. it bothers me how people act like everything is okay when when it's not. it bothers me how people try to act like things never happened, seriously just own up to it, so everyone can move on. i haven't blogged in long time, and i realized that it makes me feel better when i do. maybe if someone were to own up to their stuff, i wouldn't be bottling up my feelings.

i have come to realize how important exercise is. i've come to appreciate working out alot more. i feel great when i do so and i think i wanna gain some arm muscle. maybe i'll gain some during the summer. speaking of summer, i think my summer is finally saved. everyhing seems to be working out and the drama is cooling down. maybe i will be able to go to a whole buncha places with everyone, then again i won't get too excited cause things can be headed down another track in a split second.

lately, i've been liking that kate voegele stuff again. i used to love her, when she first came on one tree hill. then i stopped for a while and now im singing her music all the time. im also kinda feeling kanye's 808's & heartache, at first i thought it was dumb but now its pretty "amazingg".
i need some summer clothes, and i think my new thing is gunna be sundresses and t-shirts with leggings. last summer i was skinny jeans, but this year in thinking of dressing for the weather.
hopefully i start blogging more often.